Am I Awake?

My head just isn't in it today. It meaning anything. I can't think straight.

My mother called me today and I don't think I heard a word she said. It was like the phone was to my ear but the words were just flowing through me with no comprehension whatsoever. I even had trouble focusing on what J said before she left. I had to ask her to repeat herself about three times.

I feel like I'm teetering on the edge of something but what? I don't know.